I Dream Like This

I dream of Mom all the time. Michael just told me that he had his first dream of her "in a while" 2 nights ago. At the moment my eyes had landed on a page of news I was reading online and caught the word "Obituary." I suddenly remembered doing a Google search on her a few weeks ago and finding a notice my Dad had put up about her death. I can't remember where he put it, but it was somewhere familiar. One of our schools, or something. "Beloved wife of..." It's still so dissociating. You can't imagine it unless it's happened to you.